Privacy... The 4th amendment ...Whats that???

Watch "Supreme Court OKs Warrantless Searches" on YouTu

Another video on this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pO75JjAUyeo&sns=em

Idk about you but if I see a cop car close to my place I'm staying dead quiet, dead still....not turning down sound on anything and God help the person who flushes their toilet.

End of the Day

As I sit here thinking, as usual, but heading toward the end of the day, I think to myself..what is it that I lack that most other people don't?? 

I am told I am sweet, I am a peacekeeper to a fault, a helper and a thinker.  I am not considered very outspoken or opinionated though I do have my own very strong opinions and ideas...yet open minded to all ways of thinking and then tend to overthink...lol. I am also told I need to open my mouth and speak, question and say what I have to say and not overthink, say what I have to say and not stop myself, to question what it is I havre to say or how it will be perceived.  Wow did that even make sense?? :/  hmmm see what I mean..lol
Let me try to sort this out....

A lot of times I seem to hold back rather than say what comes to mind and consider too many angles of looking at things instead of just looking at my own way and expressing it...I think..
I really and truly want to be heard and respected for what I have to say but I find my worst critic is me.  I want to be me and say what's on my mind but often when I have then its seems I have said something wrong, screwed something up by what I've said or been taken wrongly and then had ppl assume things from what I've said that were way out of truth. 

Ok and so I hate to admit this but I'm going to be super honest here... when it comes to some ppl I don't see a point in putting myself or my voice out there. Come on now, you know the type I'm talking about.  Those that just won't and can't grasp the full meaning of what you're saying and it's just frustrating when you have to keep repeating or explaining what I'm trying to express.  Does that make me sound terrible?  It just might, I know that but it is one of the reasons I don't always speak up.
There are a few other reasons besides that but ya I do plan to start speaking my mind more and more.  I'm old enough to know the world won't end if I put my cards out on the table and Im also old enough to know that I if someone doesn't like what it is I say then they can either...

A.  deal with it and except that I differ in my opinion about things

B. Not ask or bring those up anymore

or

C. Move on along!

So this blog thing may be my catalyst, my awakening as I try to free myself and show the world who I am.
  I may not always do it in an eloquent manner..in fact at times it may be down right ugly lol
But it will be interesting I'm sure ;)

And the Mind Spins

So many things in my minds to do list that its a bit overwhelming today.  One day, one thing at a time I have been trying to slow my mind to.  Meditation...definately. is becoming something I seriously need to set time for to keep me more focused on the tasks I need to get done.

I wonder sometimes who this person is inside of me that has all these things to do...lol

Well I think I may try to accomplish at least a few of the things on my to do list.  I've gotten to into the cool stuff my new phone does.  Its funny how much time goes by while I'm looking through things in here.   I think I need to give myself an intervention...lol
I think I may need to make myself a schedule and only "reward" myself with phone time when I get some things done.  I say I want a life and to have things to talk about,but how can I if I keep losing myself in this thing everyday:(
I need to rectify this situation......if I can stay focuuuu...
OH  LOOK SQQUUIIRRRRELLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!
LOL

Is this for real?

Bloglines

Truth or Dare

Ok so a blogging me myself and the voices in my head shall go:)

I've thot of several different things to blog about today...too many it seems as now I have a headache:( lol

Have you ever noticed how many movies are about .com murders and such?  Yet there are so many people that do take risks on online things and people...even causes.  Anyone can put anything online and with a good imagination can make themselves and/or a good cause seem so believable that people feel compelled to believe and get drawn in to scams or to things/people that don't really exist truly, except in now both of the imaginations of the faker and themselves.
  It truly is ashame that the largest form of information and possible help in the world has as everything else, become a place where you have to be on your guard, check everything and everyone out with such skepticism and hearing the heartache and horror stories of those who got cheated and played.....

It almost makes ya doubt whether its such a good thing or not:(